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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Is it that time of year or what?

I came home from school today and was in desperate need of coffee. I got myself some and now I feel better.
I just can't get into the swing of things this semester. Is it because everything just feels like a messy room? Some things over there, some things right there, some things under the bed.... I don't feel like I have progressed very far this semester and next week I will have been in school for a month. A month?! Time flies when you are sitting through classes. (I wish I had more coffee...) Speaking of sitting through classes, today was a real painful day. I was so bored I just wanted to get outside and run around. Plus I was uncomfortable...bad choice of boots and jeans today, ugh not in the mood.
I know I mentioned that my Media teacher is probably a demon sent from the Underworld to claim my soul and it was definitely reiterated today when I got my Opinions paper back. I worked my ass off on that paper. I rewrote I don't know how many times. I tried. I tried REALLY hard... especially for 800 words. That's almost two pages worth of my thoughts. Apparently the man doesn't understand my thoughts and I can't express them well enough. Hm... if I flip you the middle finger is that considered expressing myself properly? He keeps asking me if I really "talk like that in real life" well, gosh, I don't know, I guess? Why don't you? He has only heard me speak under his gaze, which is sort of intimidating(I don't like being intimidated by people... but I guess it happens)... so I don't speak as easily as I normally would if with a group of friend or when writing a paper. In any case, Mr. Death Eater gave me a D- on my paper. At least it wasn't an F... silver lining? Ah well... I've had worse crits on my photographs than this guy, so I guess it just kinda hurts me but I recover quickly. Not that I don't take to heart what he is telling me is wrong, I want to learn... but I also want him to stop picking on me too.
Yea, he really seems to find some sort of interest in me. He thinks I am crazy because his class isn't required but I took it anyway. (I am totally into S&M dude, keep it comin') I kind of stood up to him today because I was tired of him not getting what I wanted to say. He then told me that if I said what I had just told him I would have had a better paper already.
......you could have told me this sooner...
I guess I just need to listen and take it one step at a time... anyone else would have liked my paper and given me an A(or so I hope). Whatever... I have to rewrite this thing for the effin' millionth time for next Tuesday because kids in the class are also Masochists who love pain...
On a much lighter note, the love and I successfully made sushi! It was delicious. I wish I made it every day. I will post pictures of our master piece later so you can drool over it.

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